The first person I spoke to had no record of my appointment. She said the only one she had for me was for April. Well, I'm ashamed to say I started bawling on the phone. She was nice enough to ask me who I had spoken to last time and thank goodness I wrote it down. She transferred me over to her and the other woman literally bitch slapped me with "Who do I think I am telling her when I'm supposed to be coming in when it's up to them and there is no such time for appointments with Dr. Dent." That really helped my mind set I must admit. She then said, your appointment is for the 13th and because the letter said April I assumed that's what she meant. I had to clarify it so I asked her what month and she said Jan.
Needless to say I feel better but I'm still confused and she was right crusty with me. I said to her it's something so important to me that there is no way I can understand how I could have written the date wrong. Well she took it personally and said there's no way she would have messed it up because she doesn't work that way. (Neither do I!) Whatever. I did apologize to her in case she thought I was insulting her but I wasn't. I was just confused.
So, January 13th it is for 5:30 in Ottawa with Dr. Dent. Guess it's time to change all my schedules and get in touch with Steph who said she'd come with me! I'm happy now because that's even earlier! Yay! It started out bad but ended up great!
I haven't been really spending much time updating my blog lately because there hasn't been any new really. I had a bit of a moment when a friend inadvertently got me questioning myself and my decision to do this but I was immediately reassured by many that have had it done. I had a bad few days but I strongly believe it was my PMSing so I don't think it was anything too serious as I'm up again. My moodiness has been lifted so much by all the wonderful support and friendships I've been developing from new and old friends.
On another note, I'm scared to see any more photos of myself. I had pictures taken at a couple of Christmas parties I've gone to and I'm forcing myself to look at them realistically. I'm hating every second of it. I look terrible and I look so unhealthy. It's not good. Where did I go???? I can't wait to get myself back again. What a ridiculous thing I've done to myself, letting my weight control me. I simply cannot wait to begin to get my life back.
Merry Christmas everyone and Happy Holidays! With the New Year so close by I'm happily looking forward and not back as my life moves forward to a whole new beginning; a rebirth. Be merry and enjoy your time! Till we chat again.
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